November 7th, 2009
Drat! I'm a hopeless loser. I need a total math makeover, but i don't know if it's possible. I hope there's differential diagnostics to resolve my "illness".
Drat! I'm a hopeless loser. I need a total math makeover, but i don't know if it's possible. I hope there's differential diagnostics to resolve my "illness".
Yes, 'di blocked ang Tabulas!!!
Anyway..
A lot of things are running in my head. I had a lot of plans in mind. I want to enroll in an Intensive Math Refresher Program (which i hope MSA or AHEAD offers). I want to enroll at Kumon too. And i am desperately looking for an ELT Training institute.
I also plan to buy some home appliances and subscribe to a cable tv + internet package from Sky Cable. Heck, i'm itching to get my own Dell Studio XPS M1340 and probably an HP Mini for my siblings.
I just don't know if a salary of 23K can afford that.
I fell in love with you
Because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love with you because I fell in love with you
because I fell in love
with you because I fell in love with you
because I fell
in love with you because I fell in
love
with you because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love
with you because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love with
you
because I fell in love
with you
because I fell in love
with you
because I fell
in love
with you
because I fell in love with you
because I fell in love with you because
I fell in
love
with you
And I say it
17 times because
17 is a prime number
(it is indivisible)
And I say it
because
I cannot hide it like
a sore thumb or a hard-on
And I say it because I
cannot keep myself from saying I fell in love with you
because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love with you because I fell
in love with you
because I fell in love with you
because I fell
in love with you because I fell in love
with you
because
my mind runs around like
a mad dog. So
go deep
on me
go hard on me
because
-ni Makoy Dakuykoy
In haste I bought Junichiro Tanizaki's In Praise of Shadows.
The book is an essay on aesthetics, a Japanese reflection about architecture, jade, food, toilets and space in buildings. Tanizaki thought about the concussion between the shadows of traditional Japanese interiors and the brilliant light of modernization of everything.


Bakit Michael Crichton?
Ang ganda kasing diversion ng mga nobela niya. Hindi ung usual na binabasa kong poetry books. Ung mga akda niya, may langkap ng science, thriller, suspense. Nosebleed man ako sa halos lahat ng terms, na nakakatuwang isipin na sa panahon ngayon, parang wala ng imposible sa mga sinasabi niyang hi-tech gadgets sa mga kuwento. Parang lahat, posible na, at baka nagawa na ng mga imbentor.
I particularly like his novel "Rising Sun." Iba ung approach niya dito, kaiba sa mga naunang nabasa ko nang libro niya. Nagulat ako kasi nagustuhan ko itong libro, to think na nagdadalawang-isip pa ako nung binili ko ito. Mukha kasing hindi maganda ang plot. Detective novel kasi, at hindi sci-fi thriller katulad ng Sphere at Lost World.
Hindi ko pa natatapos basahin itong nobelang ito, at talagang napupuyat ako dahil dito. Hehe.
How could i be this weak?
I tried to kill it. God knows how much I tried. But it won't stop.
I call your name in silence. I cry in silence. I suffer in silence. I miss you in silence.
Somebody save me.

Omens
Louise Gluck
I rode to meet you: dreams
like living beings swarmed around me
and the moon on my right side
followed me, burning.
I rode back: everything changed.
My soul in love was sad
and the moon on my left side
trailed me without hope.
To such endless impressions
we poets give ourselves absolutely,
making, in silence, omen of mere event,
until the world reflects the deepest needs of the soul.
-after Alexander Pushkin
Jampacked ang Conspiracy Bar! Bukod sa mga kasama (mga tagasuporta ng pambansa-demokratikong kilusan), nandun din sina Jess Santiago at Bobby Balingit.
First time kong makaharap si Axel Pinpin na nakakausap ko na thru email bago pa siya nabilanggo.
Sa event na yun, na-reaffirm ko kung saang politika gustong lumakad ng puso't kaluluwa ng pagsusulat ko.
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Bakit ko ba pnapakinggan ngayon ang Borderline ni Madonna? Jologs..
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